Serious Fall - Dire Plea Urgency!!! Update

((I updated this Journal entry with direct links to vote for my designs in the Welovefine T-shirt design contest - 5 is the highest vote, you can't change your vote or revote so please vote/rate higher numbers please - you need an account there to vote as well.))

My mom had a serious fall due to a mini stroke and low blood pressure. She has trouble walking and we were worried she was going to die. She is not doing well.

My fears of my mom dying without me becoming a successful well-known artist before she passes on looms over me worse than ever.

If I had more time, it would be easier and less stressful, but with my mom's poor health and I being unable to fulfill her dying wish of me becoming a famous artist (and/or writer, anything) weighs terribly on my heart.

I don't want to live on knowing I failed to give my mom her last wish (my biggest fear), so anyone out there who can help me make it big in the art / author world!
She has not passed on so far, but no one knows when someone dies, so I need help ASAP!

I know I'm not the best artist/writer out there, but there are many famous people out there who are not the best either yet made a name for themselves.

My pleas on this matter are even more dire than before. If you know anyone out there who has connections to make things happen for me quickly, please PLEASE contact me!

I know my mom has to go sometime, but it's heartbreaking to have anyone leave this world with their one wish never being answered.

Please don't allow this to happen to my mom. She lost two of her children and I'm the last of her kids; I need to give her some kind of happiness out of her lifetime of misery and abuse.

She's disabled and in poor health. I too am disabled and unable to do more than beg online for help.

Please help me in any way you can! Should you know people with connections/power to make things happen quickly for a unknown artist like me or just simply spread the word as much as you can!

Another way to help is to vote for my designs on Welovefine.com contents.

Look for the designs by June.

You have to make an account on their website to vote.
5 is the highest rating / vote (I think people have been rating my art as "1" because my work is going at the bottom of the listings, so be sure to vote at the higher numbers. It's either that or not many are voting to begin with).
If you vote the wrong number it can't be changed!!!

My gallery (and previous Journal) has my designs there both at the contests:

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Design Contest (voting has started!) Voting started on June 18 and ends on July 16!!!
My Little Pony (voting continues)

I looked up their FAQ's and they say this for ratings / voting:
I don't know how to rate? What's this 1 - 5 thing?
1 is the lowest score, 5 is the highest.
Woopsies! I accidentally rated this wrong, can I change my vote?
Unfortunately no, once a vote has been made, we can't change it on our end.

So spread the word to vote higher number votes only (please not 1) - 5 is the best rating. Thank you in advance for anyone willing to vote and/or help me out in other ways possible.

For the TMNT contest here are the direct links to vote (you need an account first though) - Vote higher numbers please - lower numbers are bad:

Dark Leo (currently on page 12)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Tiny Turtle Power (currently on page 14)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Donnie X April Love Everlasting (currently on page 15)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Vampire Donnie biting April (currently on page 15)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Donnie's Hopeful Wishes of April becoming a Turtle (currently on page 16)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

For the MLP FiM contest, here are the direct links to vote (you need an account first though) - Vote higher numbers please - lower numbers are bad:

Princess Luna's Starry Dusk/Night (currently on page 26)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Derpy Hooves' Colorful Bubbles (currently on page 27)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Princess Luna Portrait (currently on page 29)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Twilight Sparkle MAKE A WISH (currently on page 34)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Twilight Sparkle Horn Rainbow Shine (currently on page 36)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Twilight Sparkle Yellow Bow Butterfly (currently on page 37)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Rainbow Dash on Fun Cloud Raft (currently on page 39)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…

Princess Luna's Royal Bow (currently on page 40)
contest.welovefine.com/vote.ph…


My "Queen Chrysalis X 4" design was rejected because Queen Chrysalis was not seen in Season 4 of MLP. (BUT they allowed other people to put Queen Chrysalis up in their designs - can anyone say Unfair?). So I have one design left to do for MLP (which I'm lucky to get). I will update later on this.

I did not get 10 chances are advertised, only 9 because I forgot that this pony isn't in Season 4:


I find it unfair that the same people keep winning while new people have little to no chance. Oh well, life is often unfair. Can't complain, or rather not allowed to complain.

I can not STRESS enough how much I need help from others on this. I mean it. I need the help ASAP! I DON'T want my mom to die first without having her only wish fulfilled.

It means so much to her to have at least one of her kids to make a name for themselves. It means so much to me as well because I do NOT want to live life knowing I failed her, so PLEASE HELP ME in any way that you can and spread the word like wildfire!

Please help me eradicate the fear I have in this matter. Please. I don't want to live a life of regrets. I'm doing what I can but time is against me. I beseech you; help me.